I think, this is the first time, in a really long time- I kind of want to be in a relationship. It’s not because Valentine’s Day is tomorrow, no, forget that (I don’t even like Valentine’s Day. Why the hell should we have a day that is dedicated to loving people? … That should be every day. Including loving yourself. Valentine’s Day is bogus). Any way, my friend got me thinking about it (Damn you) and I realized I should give it a try. Being able to share a feeling of trust and security; knowing that you like some one more than a friend, and they like you in the same respect. I want to be more than an object of affection- I’m a person god damn it, and a person with feelings. I want respect. People can say that it doesn’t work that way, that you have to get through all the bullshit of a relationship to reach that point…. In order to get to that freaking pinnacle of a relationship? I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THE NONSENSE? No. It may seem like I want a relationship that is absolutely perfect, and yeah, you may be right, but what I want more than anything, is something real. It may seem crazy… It’s all I really want. I want someone who I can trust, who I can respect, and maybe in the long run, learn to love- and I want them to be able to return all of that to me.
But… I’m out of my mind. So this is all invalid and not possible in the slightest- right?And you know what I have to say to those of you who agree with this statement?
Get off my tumblr.
